Monday, March 1, 2010
i feel like running NOWNOWNOWNOWW. i know i've just ran today, but i wanna run. omgg i'm so glad i joined running as an eca. ahh... i need a STRESS BALL! a SMILEY FACE stress ball :) haha... KYRAAA. i used to have one of those, but i lost it. it feels really good to squeeze it and everything. it helps, A LOTTT. like you dig you finger nails into them and try to break it. tearing up a lot of pieces of paper helps too, but it doesn't beat the STRESS BALL. okay... so, i've made a decision that will affect my life. two decisions, actually. and i'm pretty sure that i'm only doing it for the BETTER. ahh. i can't believe the decision i've made. people are gonna think i'm crazy. nahh... they already do. but anyways. i feel so emo now.
poem time. (it's a combination of lyrics from songs)
And i don't know how to be fine when i'm not.
And even at the bottom of the sea,
I could hear it inside my head.
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
But it was a trick,
And the clock struck twelve.
And all the time you were telling me lies.
Because your life is tragic.
Well i was wrong,
I got a lot to say to you.
Just so you know.
okay. byebye.
VANDALISED!
Monday, March 01, 2010